Memories..

Let our memories fade as time keep moving forward. I do believe that every decision with purpose of better intention for tomorrow. I regret every decision i have made yet somehow it was great decision for both of us. The moment i dislike the most is saying GOODBYE. I used to believe that as long as we have commitment , relationship will work out as what we planned .Yet , it didn't. We quarreled. We blamed. We stopped contacting.

I don't blame you for everything that had happened. Its not your fault. its all MINE. I would like to say thanks to YOU since someone better came and treat me nicer that you did. You make me realize that happiness will still there. Only the matter of time. =)

" Laugh when you can , apologize when you should and let go of what you can't change" 

I understand why people come and go in our life. That's why we can appreciate who are stay still.
lately, i have been thinking a lot about you. We suppose to share story of life together yet we didn't manage to get rid of obstacle that come to us.

i didn't blame distance and time as we manage to get very well these past 2 years but situation changed just in a blink. Our relationship seems to be more complicated then what we expected it to be. we were getting apart from each other and communication that always can work out our relationship seems to be things that we didn't appreciate at all. We fight . We blame . Awkward relationship happens. . Finally, i take one step back and here is our relationship.

"Two people who are determine to be together , take different path of road and step ahead for better future."

somehow i have ever thought to turn back time, one things that i will do is value every moment i spent with you. its not your fault just time and situation lead us to something we don't think to be happened. maybe not now, maybe later. i believe things that suppose to be will find it owns happiness by the end of the day. So don't worry. i will be fine perhaps not now but later. give me time to reflect what i want and i will be fine. =) Thanks to fulfill me with laughter and sadness. i honor both of them as they bring experience so we can move forward and take along new experience.

=')

Randomly found out this song and he is on my top playlist for a moment. Meaningful lyrics and dedicate to someone who was so important to me and now you are gone with different direction as me . i have no regret still hope both of us can have our own happiness. Somehow, i hope that you still remember tiny of our time when it filled with laughter , happiness and love. No intention, i just refresh my memories and it took me to the happiest moment of my life. We chat .We loved .We laughed. And pictures are memories i had about you and now its time for me to let you go, Good bye Friend , Lover. =) Glad to have you in my life...

Running Man

hey readers! i am back =)

its been awhile i din come to my blog and update whats happened in my life. i am troubled with exams, assignments and work. its kinda exhausting yet happy since i have chance to improve myself to become a better me. i am not that spoil girl that i used to be. currently, i am working and its not an easy job though. i need to wake up early in the morning just to go for work, and came home late for late night shift. this has been happened in my life for more than 3 months and i get used to it now.

despite the fact that i messed and stressed up with my routine, i found my self - entertainment. i am addicted to running man nowadays. i can spent more than 5 hours just to watch these series. and i am madly insane with KIM JOON KOOK! A guy with small eyes and big muscles. previously, i didn't adore a guy with muscle still his charisma attracts me! =')

Next, i feel fortunate. Things follow smoothly and happiness come approaches. i want to thank everyone who make my life blithesome. here, i won't mention any names since everyone take minor or major influence in my life.

ciao!

Result, Goal and Achievement

My result has been released and i am not satisfied at all. Firstly, i aimed for PASS and after i knew my result i want higher! is that bad? Since i studied pretty hard those days. I achieved better result than PASS but i want Distinction or maybe High Distinction because i am confident of what i have completed.

I know i am not supposed to be sad and unsatisfied since others might attained lower result than i do. Yet i am Human that always craving for better things to happen. Am i right?

Released result can't be modified yet it let me to motivate myself to do better next semester and i believe i can make it!!

Everything happened for a reason. and the reason that i get this result might be due to lack of study in the past. i need to be more studious and achievement will soon be obtained.

Good and Bad things happen that's why i need to appreciate everything cause its nonsense if things can happen in good way all times. so cheer up and make good event take place in your side.

I promise I wont complain !

不想懂得 - 張韶涵

当世界 不知不觉的变了
有时候 我怀念以前的我
作的梦 虽然远远的
想像是 一种快乐


拥有了 同时也失去什麼
而眷恋 原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟
心开始曲折


我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什麼


我不想舍得 不想懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
互相照顾就是幸福的


当世界 不知不觉的变了
有时候 我怀念以前的我
作的梦 虽然远远的
想像是 一种快乐


拥有了 同时也失去什麼
而眷恋 原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟
心开始曲折


我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什麼


我不想舍得 不想懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
能握著手就是 感动的


我愿意
一秒钟 放弃全宇宙
挤在只有我们
紧靠的小星球


我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什麼


我多不舍得 多不懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
能握著手就是 感动的


说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什麼
我多不舍得 多不懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻

彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
能握著手就是 感动的

=D

Cherish every event that took place in our maturation process will lead us to higher level of knowledge as compare to others.

i am not the smartest nor the prettiest creation that exist in the universal. i am not even the nicest and humble friend you might want to meet. Experience told me to be more selective due to relation with others . Put too much hope and faith in someone will make you realize that they aren't even worth your trust.

Have faith on yourself is the key to pursue your own success. Do your best and believe that good outcome might take place as we put much effort in order to carry / perform a role. Every duty that being given to us is difficult still that task must be done and submitted on time. Hence, just put the best effort and everything will worth the try.

I am a girl who never have brilliant thought , incompetent on taking decision yet i believe that i can do things that others cant.

Learn from mistake, Set goals and Try to achieve it as you will be proud of yourself if you can maintain it.

I am here not to lecture anyone , yet giving motivation to others and recover from pessimist cause i believe NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. As there is motivation and diligence , everyone will attain GOAL of their life.

However, there is the need of having parents and friends who might want to support us when we are down. I am grateful as i have parents and friends who always stay by my side in good and bad time. I thank God of everything i earn in life.

Personally, good and bad memories of things happen in my life will be taken as the knowledge to shape my personality to become better individual as time goes by.

Here, i just want to share some of my happiness. Recently, i have being accepted by Max Brenner as my second part time jobs in Australia after Nando's! Hope everything will come out as what i have planned. However, i am worry about my result which will be released this coming Monday. Hope the result will fit up my happiness that i earned today !!

Have a good day peeps!