A blast..

4th of April, it's my birthday.

This year, i celebrated my 22nd birthday in my hometown, Medan. Too much unexpected surprise from my childhood friends and it means so much to me. Never in my mind, to expect any surprise as i have leaved Medan for more than 5 years, it really brings back all our memories of how we used to celebrate birthdays. Good old days. Thanks for everyone who came and surprised me the day before , brought me super nice birthday cake early in the morning and the utmost for my best friend who lied to me. You are the best. Thank you so so much. 

The surprise not yet over once i left Medan, today early in the morning, my best friend came and surprised me with present and wishes. I was touched. Never thought that you will come today as my birthday was 2 days ago. Thanks for the effort . Really appreciate the surprise and unexpected visit EARLY in the morning as i know you are not an early person. =) Other surprise come from my friends who organised T8 restaurant's staff to sing me birthday song with birthday cake on their appearance. I feel so embarrassed as once i thought it was not for me. Hilarious moment happened. I am fortunate , i really do =)

Moreover, thanks for all the wishes in twitter, facebook, bbm, what's app or whatever the apps is, sorry i can't reply all those message as it was too many to reply yet i have received and read it. 

Thanks for all my friends who remember my birthday. Maybe thank you is not enough to describe how i feel right now. Yet i still feel like saying thanks for thousand times. THANK YOU .THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU. I am happy to have all of you in my life. I really mean it. I hope distance won't take any major influence in our friendship. I hope this friendship will grow into something beautiful.

People say i am lucky yet i say i am blessed. Thanks for the opportunity to let me experience an awesome birthday this year

Footprint In Your Heart

Randomly found out this poem and its TRUE

Many people will walk in and out of your life,

But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. 

To handle yourself, use your head;

To handle others, use your heart.

Anger is only one letter short of danger.

If someone betrays you once, it is his fault;

If he betrays you twice, it is your fault.

Great minds discuss ideas,

Average minds discuss events,

Small minds discuss people.

He who loses money, loses much;

He who loses a friend, loses much more;

He who loses faith, loses all.

Beautiful young people are accidents of nature,

But beautiful old people are works of art. 

Learn from the mistakes of others.

You can't live long enough to make them all yourself.

Friends, you and me. 

You brought another friend,

And then there were three.

We started our group, 

Our circle of friends,

And like that circle-

There is no beginning or end. 

Yesterday is history.

Tomorrow is mystery.

Today is a gift. 

That's why its called the present.

Eleanor Roosevelt

Have a good Sunday everyone. Spread love as much as you want to be loved <3 p="">

nannananannna~

It has been on my playlist for one month. By the time, i was still at Melbourne, enjoying my last day with my dear friends. Time flies. This is my third weeks in Indonesia, and everything seem to be different as what i used to be. I can go anywhere anytime with anyone, yet here i need to stick to my parents rules and its kinda frustrating. 

Its too naive if i told everyone that i didn't get angry sometime, but in someway i am happy to be back. I am happy to sleep on my own bed, making noise in my own house. 

Some pros and cons will constantly emerge. That's what we called LIFE. 

Even things seem to mess with your life, we should keep going. Motivate yourself with things you adore, and  sweep away things that you loathe.

Graduation memories.

GRADUATION. 121212.  FUTURE , HERE I COME =)

EXAM EXAM EXAM!

Yeah, exam period will come in one week time  yet i am not prepared. This semester is the toughest half year of  my university life before i will finally graduate next semester. Can't wait that freedom to come but i still stuck in present and no idea how's my future will look like. Is it quite pathetic since you are international graduate and don't have any plan about which country will you stay after completion of your degree?

I am confused which decision to take either back to Jakarta or stay longer and find permanent job here in Australia? My parents questioned me this stuff for a year and finally they gave up. I kept on changing my mind due to situation and mood. Now, as graduation day getting nearer and i am disoriented.

I am thinking is it good to go back for-good? Will i have life that i wanted? Or will i regret since i won't get freedom like what i have nowadays? Or stay here and jobless?

I would like to have a look of my future 5 years from now. Hence, i won't be confused about what path should i take.Out of all the confusion that i made for myself, one thing for sure, i will graduate honorably from RMIT.

Btw, this song is for YOU.

Sometimes, when people decide to leave you for good, you have to let them. No matter how much you don't want them to. There are some things that are far beyond our control. Even if you have the strength to fight for them , you have to accept the cold harsh truth - the people you can't leave without can leave without you. 


Don't try to hold the past in the future. than life will tend to be out of future. 


You can't lose what you never had. You can't keep what not yours.And you can't hold onto something that doesn't want to stay. 


The easiest way not to get hurt is not to care. But that's the hardest thing to do. 


Follow your heart but take your brain with you!


It's quite ironic that in life, the person that brings out the best in you and make you strong is actually your weakness. 


Have a good day everyone! =)

its hurt when someone you know become someone you knew. they didn't make any effort to spend their time with you and start to ignore you.  i believed its hard to say goodbye to someone who once means everything to you and i put lots of efforts just to be happy in front of my family and friends in order to pretend everything is going well with you.  

People who ignore me once will do it repeatedly that's why to prevent being ignore for the second and third , i believe that i am strong enough to accept that we come to an end. I know i keep on repeating the same sentences over and over again yet do you know every time i tell you that i care for this relationship i really do. No lies . Its sincere. 

Now, i understand no matter how long i stand in this relationship, the story is still in the same track. So, Its better to have no conversation with you and have my own life since i can't pretend to be happy all the time. i need to feel what real happiness is. Thus, i finally let you go without any argument. In Silence. 

I just re-read my old post and it seems like i am having a hard times this past few months. Now, no more sadness only HAPPINESS. I believed that happiness will come as long as we didn't complain too much. So, i will put sadness aside and pursue my happiness. =)

for you, i hope you understand!