When i have had enough

There is only fine line between giving up and knowing when you have had enough. Actually, i only need one day when i wake up and decide that i don't want to feel this way, then i change. And that's when i can attain joy in myself. Know your worth to decide. :)

Love, Care and Attention are given freely, if you need to fight for it then its better to walk away. Reality. Accept it.

Everyone is seeking for their own happiness, why don't you?

Yet for some reason, you just cant deal with your own feeling. You tend to use your heart more than head which make you upset and disappoint ed at the end of the day.

But for some reasons, people will stick to what they chooose. If you think , its the right things then go with it.

I promise no matter how difficult a situation is, and how frustrated i will get, I wont give up on You or US unless you showed me that you are no longer can be trusted.

" A real MAN choose to love , honor, respect, adore, and be faithful to one woman. " And i do hope that you are the one. I put my faith on you.

Never ask why i love you. Cause it just happened.

Have a good holiday everyone :)

When you thought, you come out with right choice, yet actually you stuck. Disappointment and feeling lost. Then "what if "question popped up. Not really sure how long you can stand this situation, but you will definitely get rid of it very soon. If it is not worth-ed, then leave it. You are more valuable then you valued yourself. There will always be someone who give you peace ; and not to be doubtful, worry and stressing about attention.

Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt.
The trick to get out is to shake it off and take a step up.
Each of our troubles is a steppingstone.
We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping , never give up!
Shake it off and take a step up.

Always remember to implement 5 simple rules to be happy :
1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive
2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happens
3.Live simply and appreciate what you have
4.Give more
5. Expect less from people but more from yourself.

Good movie to review..

Last Saturday, i spent my whole afternoon watching some nice movies and the best goes to Letters to God. Its about a boy who is being diagnose having cancer ; experiences chemotherapy and surgery during his lifetime. It tells what he has done during his struggle of pain ; he writes letter to God and by the end of the story inspire lots of human to write letter to God. Believe that we may not see God yet believe He is everywhere. He does listen every of our prayers.

This movie makes my eyes teary. A lot to learn.

Never complain. Wake up everyday with smile on your face.
Don't complain yet appreciate small little bless in life.
Make your living useful for others.
Make others happy with your existence.
And pursue every single days with determination so things will flow smoothly.
Don't live with doubt.
Your existence in world is worthy. Try to capture it on mind and be the best.
Be happy and live your life to the fullest.

Today, i feel blessed. I might not have best things in life. But i have the greatest. Bad experience let me  learn and be blessed. Good ones makes me capture it as special moments ;  most useful source when i am down.

One things for sure, i will stop complaining for every low sequence in life cause compare to others , i might have the easiest ones.

Treasure every moment i cherish in life as something  ; we called it moments. If things change, be happy. There will always be something new for develop our self as human being.

YOU....

You. 

You might not be perfect yet you are the one who can make me smile for no reason. 

You let me be the happiest girl. 

You are someone who i would like to share all my stories with.

You are someone who i trust. 

You are someone who make me feel so special.

You let me be a princess in reality.

You make me wait impatiently for weekend .

You make me feel comfortable. 

You make me feel love. 

You are just precious and special for me. 

You always complain about far distance driving yet you will drive all the way just to fetch me.

It was a million of tiny little things yet when you added them up, it supposed to be together. Just like you and me. 

Thanks for the effort. 

Dedicated post to MELISA SARTONO

When others asked me how to describe and what does best friend means, i tell everyone that ;

Best Friend is you. Everything , the good and the bad.

We spent too much quality time in Australia. Do lots of stupid things. Of course some smart stuff as well =) .  I have never doubt your sincerity towards me. That's what make us strong. No secrets. No backstabbing.

We are type of friend who keeps on contacting each other despite of how busy our day might be. We can always have something to laugh about. Sometimes just some stupid lame jokes. We did laugh. You are someone who I believe always there for me, listen too my same old stories and someone who i believed always stay true.

Our friendship is the most precious one I have right now. It doesn't mean other friendship is not important yet its just with you, i can share everything. Its really everything, no secret cause i know you always there to support me. You, also never judge whatever decision I made. Always support and believe i can always make the best decision even with some of your wisdom words.

Things that i treasure so much about our friendship is our openness and honest. I appreciate much to have you as my best friend. I know you might not be perfect yet to me you are and always be. Thanks for the friendship, advice , patient and care.

I do hope our friendship will long-last. Always keep on mind the sweetest sentences you said to me as i know you are not that sweet type person. =D On the last day in Melbourne, before heading back to Indonesia, you told me to always stay true and keep our friendship as it is.Until we become grandparents with lots of grandchild.
By that time, i was touched.

I still remember last year, when we celebrated your 21st birthday. My effort to come out with a birthday surprise for you did work. And i am grateful that you like it. This year, on your 22nd birthday I hope you like the "expected " surprise, HAAHAHAHA. Here come sincere wish from me to you, hope you like it.

Happy Birthday my Super Best Friend!
Wish you nothing but the best.
Stay pretty as you always are.
Success on your further study in China this September.
Stay sweet with your beloved one a.k.a RYAN.
Keep on making others happy with your existence.
Stay happy. *Please terharu hahaha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN , MELISA SARTONO=)