try to love my life now =)

its been a time tht i dont even open and write something. while waiting for my mom to online, i think i would rather write something here, to share my new life at INTI before continuing my futher study at australia :) staying at inti may be bad, but i try to survive with this condition. however sometimes i couldnt stand it, i feel BOREDD! i need some activity to do beside study and play computer =( i really hope to have a happy life SOON! *i hope * one of my friend say this to me " you need to be happy even you are not in a happy mood, because it can cause you to be happy . hang out , play with ur fren, share everything when you are bored maybe the best way but you need to survive with this condition cause it can make you a better person someday " thanks for my friend who make me become more patient and happy to pass these days. i adore him so much cause he always encourage me on every of my step even i wasnt being nice to him everytime ! ( it cause by my fluctuating mood ) i hope our friendship can last forever. i hope the distance that separate us will make our friendship stronger. i really hope you will always be happy( like the one you always say to me ) everytime i am by ur side , i always feel happy.hope you feel the same way that i do. i really care about you. hope you always remember me :) hope we are BESTFRIEND forever..

quotess :)

Life is filled with choices and it takes courage to make a decision, rather than just drift along.
Some people feel that they can make a decision they need to canvass all their friends and loved for their opinions to ensure that they make the right decision. They mistakenly believe that calling on the support of others in this way ca be a sign of strength and wisdom.

its quite a nice quote. i just copy and paste it from someone. in my opinion we need others opinion but we also need to try to improve our own self confidence to make a decision cause its ur life and you need to handle and make the best decision for your life.
others can give you suggestion but dont use it as a way of eliminating the fear of getting something wrong as a way of outsourcing your decision-making to others.

We don't know what the future holds. We only know it's starting now; looking forward brings hope. It can cleanse past problems and worries. Be optimistic. do what you want since there is a chance :)

i hope that you can be inspired by your own hope and dream. dont follow anyone cause this is your life not theirs :) happy decision making

feli ..

alone

waaaa.. aku ditinggall pergi sama ditaaaa,, huhuu,, akuu jga pengen balikk jakartaaa nii.. fyi : dita balik ke jakarta hari ini dan baru akan balik hari sabtu depannn.. kyaa!! gw tidur ndirri donggg?? tpi untunglahh dateng seseorang yang bernama fiona,, dy bakal nemenin gw tidur bwd hari ini doang,, karna bsokk dy bakal balik ke rumahh sodaranyaaa.. jadii selama seminggu itu gw gimana yahh?? uhuhuhu,
seremm.. :( trying to survive withh this condition,, pengen cepet2 liburaaannn truss balikk ke rumahhh,, kangenn rumahhh bangetttt... kangen saat2 dimana smwa na dikerjainn sma mba',, kangenn jga sama suasana rumahh yang dimana2 ada muka bonyokk gw yang bawel na amat sangattt.. aku baru nyadar kalw akuu bener2 kangen sama mreka skrgg,, KANGEN!! miss my dad,, mum so muchhh ...

feli~

first posting

hihihi.. gw coba2 bikin blog hari ini,, ehh ternyata sukses jga, haha :)
keinginan bikin blog sii uda lama tapiii blon ngerti2 ,, * karna gag pernahh nyoba kali yahh,, haha
aalesan lainn jga karna BOSEN! haha,, gag tw mesti ngap di kamar segede upil ini bersama dittaa,, hahhaha.. hari ini jga gag ada kul,, :)) jadi mending gw bkin blog ini terusss gw bsa mengisi kekosongan hari2 gw dengan post2 an gt,,
pengen2 bangettt shoppingggg,, uda lama gw nga liat bangunan2 gede kya di jakarta gt.. hal itu dikaarenakan gw tinggalnya di HUTAN * untuk sementara waktu doang siiii,, wkakka..
tiap hari kerjjaann gw cuma bangun tidurr,, online fb,, msn dkk ,, mandii,, kul paling2 cuma 2 jemm.. trus jalan2 gag jelasss.. haha. tpi gw si enjoy2 aja sama temen2 na abisna baikk2 jga smwa na haaaaaha..

aada :
nickel : si rajinn yanggg ributtt ,, takut gawang yang dijaga ma dy kebobolann mpe triakk "rivo2.. " haaha
bram : kebo ! kerjaaannya cuma tidurrr,, gag tidur maen bola atw nga baskettt.. tpi dy ituu kreatifff hihihi..
stephen : maniakk gamesss
rivo: cwo yang terobsesi ma cwoo .. wakakaa..
fionaa : temen cwe satu2 nya yang sejurusaaannn di antara cwo2,, haaha :)
dita : my luvly sistaa .. temenn sekaamar jgaaa..

gw sebenarna kangennn bangetbanget bangettt jakartaaa... tpiii yasuuuwww gw dahh dii kota nan keciill di malaysiaaa ini,, ahhaah...

waaaaa,,, caoo dlu dehhh.. gw pasti bakal sering2 nge bloggg,, karna gw bosennn dikamar mlulu... :)


feli..