CHANGES

Hi Guys.. :)

Today after sometime, all of sudden just feel to post something that I would like to share with whoever that read my blog.

A very general issue : Changes - Attitude that happen in our society nowadays.. 


In my observation, people tend to go through the same loop. Change from something they say they wouldn't to what actually they would. I remember the stories being told by a very best friend of mine.

Lets say , she is Tina. Tina & Henry have been dating for 7 years before Henry become successful. They tend to do everything together. I still remember how Henry struggles for his first job. But with the support of Tina, he can go through and find a better job until one day Henry being offered a job to become a Regional Manager at Singapore. Tina was happy because one of their dream come true. She help Henry to prepared everything in new place. A full support i can say.

And..

Henry move to Singapore while Tina  at Jakarta waiting for Henry. Job is not easy at first but they can go through. Tina will stay up late just to accompany Henry who are overtime.

But what happened on the 2nd year of their LDR , Henry cheated on Tina. He came back just to break up with Tina. He said " Sorry, i think you can find someone who is better than me. I have cheated on you. Please forgive me " Thats the sentence which come out from a guy that I respect.

Tina, on the other side was very calm and said " Okay , thanks for being honest with me. I appreciated it. Thanks for all the memories." Not even tears came out from her eyes.
She told me that I am hurt but I will find a better man who can appreciate things that I did.

From that day, my thought about it was : Don't put too much hope that someone who you give support to , they won't remember when they have everything.  Don't be too naive despite all the things you did, they still come back the same. Cause this society is harsh.

Waiting for the right time.

When you feel dissapointed in someone, and all your trust is all gone. what should you do?

I am  start questioning , who i can trust? Cause when someone you love break your trust , its just hurts. I am not able to believe anyone else anymore. Second time , having this nightmare is just scary.
Believing in people, just seems so hard nowadays. Cause you have no idea who is with you and who is not.

Is there any second or third chance for someone who lies? I guess probably not. But why am i still here, with him...
For sure, i love him so much.
But...
I am just not sure about my future with him.

Someone who can just leave, and do physical harms to me.
I keep on asking myself why am i still in this relationship for quite sometime.
Maybe one day, i just hope that day will come soon and i will have my own life without him.
I am waiting....

Sincerely,
someone who have lost her trust.