Love is addictive. People need people, but sometimes the cost is a heavy one. When its a toxic relationship, the breakage can be far reaching.
A bad relationship isn't about being on downward slide of the usual ups and down. It is one that consistently steals your joy, unpleasant and draining your energy, to the point that negative moments outweigh and outnumber the positive ones.
Toxic relationship will lead you to changes of emotions of you being constantly uncomfortable, insecure and feeling like you can't talk with your significant others. You will constantly feel bad for doing things, you're not your individual self anymore and you're just serving everything to your partner.
Warning signs of toxic relationship somehow comes from the simplest as if it feels persistent unhappiness, it stops bringing joy and instead consistently makes you feel sad, anxious, angry and most of the time you may feel envious of other happy couples.
By the time you started realizing something wasn't healthy, it has become new normal which didn't seem like big deal at first. You get paralyze in it because you are just used to it.
Toxic relationship was once healthy and happy. Even best relationship can fall into toxic tendencies until the relationship itself become a toxic breeding pool of negative energy. Habits that might have been considered cute quirks in the past might now seem like the most annoying thing in the world, and attempts to fix the relationship can be misinterpreted as passive-aggressive energy.
"Love should never cost you your peace. It should never cost you your joy. It should never cost you your happiness. If there's more negative in the situation than positive, something has to change"
If the relationship feels bad, then its bad for you. That's the only truth that matters. Fight hard to keep your relationship intact, but when there is no fight left, its time to let go.
Only you can decide whether to stay or let go,but be mindful of your decision. Sometimes the bravest, most difficult and most life changing things lie not in what we do, but in what we stop doing.