its hurt when someone you know become someone you knew. they didn't make any effort to spend their time with you and start to ignore you.  i believed its hard to say goodbye to someone who once means everything to you and i put lots of efforts just to be happy in front of my family and friends in order to pretend everything is going well with you.  

People who ignore me once will do it repeatedly that's why to prevent being ignore for the second and third , i believe that i am strong enough to accept that we come to an end. I know i keep on repeating the same sentences over and over again yet do you know every time i tell you that i care for this relationship i really do. No lies . Its sincere. 

Now, i understand no matter how long i stand in this relationship, the story is still in the same track. So, Its better to have no conversation with you and have my own life since i can't pretend to be happy all the time. i need to feel what real happiness is. Thus, i finally let you go without any argument. In Silence. 

I just re-read my old post and it seems like i am having a hard times this past few months. Now, no more sadness only HAPPINESS. I believed that happiness will come as long as we didn't complain too much. So, i will put sadness aside and pursue my happiness. =)

for you, i hope you understand!