Trust is the biggest issue yet not being concerned as the most important factor of a relationship. Never trust anyone completely. I clearly believe without foundation of trust, then there will be no future. Its true you need to have ability of trust, but sometimes circumstances not allow you to have faith on it. Then you know its time to let go things that make you anxious before. Once i tried to convinced myself that i should put my trust on you. I make efforts. LOTS. But i was fooled by you.
Trust is not always proven by words. Sometimes action tells more than you ever do.
"Sometimes you trust someone who turns out not to be honest. There are a lot of things that happen in life that don't turn out the way you're given the impression that they will. And I think that's all kind of a con. But i think we've probably all been hurt. -Sigourney Weaver"
Don't state anything about care, love , affection and all those non-sense. Cause i am no longer believe on you. If you do care, probably this won't happen. Reality allow me to have deep relation with you and its a good things. It helps me to grow. Learn this world. Not everyone is trustworthy.
How i wish not to believe in reality. Clearly know that i am not important enough for you to consider, yet too goofy about the whole things from the very beginning. But before my feelings get screwed ; then we can pursue our dream separately.
