i used to be happy right now but something happens and it ruins everything! it ruins my mood to study and that leads me to post some useful things in my blog.
do you know that when you start missing someone? it feels really bad and the hardest part is when he didn't even miss and think about you. i am sure that he didn't miss me since no phone call made by him since 1 week ago. i know i cant start to miss him since he had hurt me for more than twice.but my heart seems to give him a very special place as always. oh no! i am emo ing right now. can someone just take my heart away maybe i will be happy by then.
i know it seems weird when i want to be a no hearted person. but yes i want to be one of them now! person without heart so i wont be so hurt when someone hurt me so bad and i wont cry and being touched. it will be great that way,. i am too tired to live with all problem in my life. i cant solve even one of my problem since i need to take care of everyone feeling and make them happy. i cant stand it anymore. so heart, can you please be nice to me? let me do whatever i want for the really first time? :(
