now i just realize that when life hit you hard downwards, family is the one who will stand by your side by giving you courage and power to deal with the problem . either friends or lover will move one step backwards. and this seems to happen in people's life. not being pessimistic on relationship with outsider but people change when condition change. problem can give you experience and knowledge of who you can trust and hold on when you are suffering. family will encourage you with all your choice without complaining of your "drama queen" behavior and attitude. they keep on giving you strength and motivation until you can pass the difficult chapter of your life.
okay , there are some FRIENDS that you can depend on but the question is HOW LONG? people get bored easily and so do them. firstly, they with their enthusiastic asking what happen to you then awhile after that when you keep repeating the same story, they will get bored and start to leave you alone with those problem.
BUT ...
family, they are your source of courage when you feel sad even in you happy time you forget about FAMILY but at least when you realize you need someone , family member will take the first place to come and help you.
some people argue, i have a nice and loyal best friend that would like to hear the problem. but don't you forget that they have their own and they cant care enough for you. lets say they care when they are in front of you but when you disappear from their sight, they will be more focus on theirs. but family will think and care of you EVERY TIME even when you didn't really want to find them in your lowest point.
FAMILY become the most important parts in my life since i find out that friends , best friends and lovers have chance to betray you and let you experience sweet memories in the beginning but hurts in the end.
hence, every moment spent with your family really count and appreciate for those who still have it in your life because REGRET ALWAYS COME LATE.
