tonight i went out for dinner with my first Indonesian friend after such a long time dealing with my exam paper. finally today , i am FREE and the smell of FREEDOM is like SO GOOD~ really enjoy this feeling before start to confuse about my test and stressful stuff!!
its been so nice to spent my dinner time with some new indonesian friends who i met in RMIT. we went for buffet in CROWN as our dinner and the foods taste YUMMY. they also gave us FREE prawn as the complementary .All of us feel sick after eating all the prawns! LOL. after fill our stomach with lots of food from beef, chicken, mushroom soup and dessert (yea thats all the food that get in to my stomach in one night ) we went for drinking session in HYATT'S HOTEL. we chat and laugh a whole night and i just feel HAPPY. its been a while i didnt speak and chat in INDONESIA's language and it feels like i am back to INDONESIA and the feeling is like irreplaceable.
this " HAPPY " word seems to disappear from my life lately but that's before i made a very important decision in my life.
"ITS JUST REALLY HARD TO LET GO THINGS THAT SUPPOSE TO BE YOURS. "
Its been my dilemma for this few weeks but knowing that regret wont change anything hence i made a decision and HAPPINESS starts to take its own place AGAIN. making decision to let go things might be hard, but as you start to work it out, everything will be okay at least in the process of letting go, you will learn things in an unpredictable way. you gain more knowledge than before and build you to be a more mature individual. in the process, as well you will find more people come and go in your life and you will start appreciate people who are really mean to you and who dont. hence, in life, people come and go but memories will stay. hope every moment that we made today take an important part in our memories.
