okay! i have a bad day today! actually i need to work today, but what happen is i couldn't wake up and end up by staying at home DOING NOTHING! and i think that i will be fired since this is my second time! GEEZ! my supervisor, Calvin definitely will fire me in the next meeting but there is still hope that he can forgive me * finger cross! don't be too bad too me please :)
its all because i stayed late the night before!! i need to change my sleeping behaviour or else it will ruin everything that i have planned! now, i am waiting for my friends to come over my place since we will have our girls night out today by having dinner, and we will go to some popular bar to drink! sounds fun and will update in my next post. i PROMISE :)
we have been hang out for several times but never go out till late at the night and this is our first experience going out and DRINK! actually i am not a good drinker, i will get red and high quickly. since nobody will take care of me today, i cant drink much or else will end up by embarrass myself! hence, i need to control myself! YES self control is important!! since it is disappeared from my side this few months!
after i arrived in Melbourne, i think i have changed A LOT and maybe its going towards the negative not a positive way. and i don't know WHY! keep on disappointing my parents that's the major problem. keep on making them angry because i suppose to be a girl who is very obedient by letting them control myself.but nowadays i cant accept it, is it because of my surrounding or because i think i need to have my own life? for sure ,i don't know the answer NOW! as time goes by, hopefully everything will be alright and i wont regret anything by the time i find out the answer.
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
secret
some secret can be shared and some secret just need to be kept as a memories but most of the time, i will just shared all my secret with someone who i really trust. likewise, i am sharing my secret with my very best friend NOW. we just know each other for 2 years but i think we got the same character. feel like half of my burden lost after i shared with her. wish she can come faster to Melbourne so we can have a late night talk everyday! i really miss our moment when we spent our togetherness by gossiping and advising each other about our act and behavior!
Problem will still be there but sharing will make your shoulder lighter moreover sharing with someone that can give you advise that's help A LOT! and don't give their negative judgement towards you. i love the feeling after Skype session with FIONA! just feel like happy nothing much! :)
i have a good day today since it is my HOLIDAY. wake up early in the afternoon * LOL then went out to eat lunch with my friend and end up to IKEA in the night and EAT *again hence watching KUNGFU PANDA 2 to end up my fabulous day. its a recommended movie to be watched nowadays since it can make you laugh during the movie.
tomorrow gonna wake up earlier and another good holiday is waiting for me! please 9 July come faster cause i want to meet my best friend so badly!
Problem will still be there but sharing will make your shoulder lighter moreover sharing with someone that can give you advise that's help A LOT! and don't give their negative judgement towards you. i love the feeling after Skype session with FIONA! just feel like happy nothing much! :)
i have a good day today since it is my HOLIDAY. wake up early in the afternoon * LOL then went out to eat lunch with my friend and end up to IKEA in the night and EAT *again hence watching KUNGFU PANDA 2 to end up my fabulous day. its a recommended movie to be watched nowadays since it can make you laugh during the movie.
tomorrow gonna wake up earlier and another good holiday is waiting for me! please 9 July come faster cause i want to meet my best friend so badly!
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
good time to spent
tonight i went out for dinner with my first Indonesian friend after such a long time dealing with my exam paper. finally today , i am FREE and the smell of FREEDOM is like SO GOOD~ really enjoy this feeling before start to confuse about my test and stressful stuff!!
its been so nice to spent my dinner time with some new indonesian friends who i met in RMIT. we went for buffet in CROWN as our dinner and the foods taste YUMMY. they also gave us FREE prawn as the complementary .All of us feel sick after eating all the prawns! LOL. after fill our stomach with lots of food from beef, chicken, mushroom soup and dessert (yea thats all the food that get in to my stomach in one night ) we went for drinking session in HYATT'S HOTEL. we chat and laugh a whole night and i just feel HAPPY. its been a while i didnt speak and chat in INDONESIA's language and it feels like i am back to INDONESIA and the feeling is like irreplaceable.
this " HAPPY " word seems to disappear from my life lately but that's before i made a very important decision in my life.
"ITS JUST REALLY HARD TO LET GO THINGS THAT SUPPOSE TO BE YOURS. "
Its been my dilemma for this few weeks but knowing that regret wont change anything hence i made a decision and HAPPINESS starts to take its own place AGAIN. making decision to let go things might be hard, but as you start to work it out, everything will be okay at least in the process of letting go, you will learn things in an unpredictable way. you gain more knowledge than before and build you to be a more mature individual. in the process, as well you will find more people come and go in your life and you will start appreciate people who are really mean to you and who dont. hence, in life, people come and go but memories will stay. hope every moment that we made today take an important part in our memories.
its been so nice to spent my dinner time with some new indonesian friends who i met in RMIT. we went for buffet in CROWN as our dinner and the foods taste YUMMY. they also gave us FREE prawn as the complementary .All of us feel sick after eating all the prawns! LOL. after fill our stomach with lots of food from beef, chicken, mushroom soup and dessert (yea thats all the food that get in to my stomach in one night ) we went for drinking session in HYATT'S HOTEL. we chat and laugh a whole night and i just feel HAPPY. its been a while i didnt speak and chat in INDONESIA's language and it feels like i am back to INDONESIA and the feeling is like irreplaceable.
this " HAPPY " word seems to disappear from my life lately but that's before i made a very important decision in my life.
"ITS JUST REALLY HARD TO LET GO THINGS THAT SUPPOSE TO BE YOURS. "
Its been my dilemma for this few weeks but knowing that regret wont change anything hence i made a decision and HAPPINESS starts to take its own place AGAIN. making decision to let go things might be hard, but as you start to work it out, everything will be okay at least in the process of letting go, you will learn things in an unpredictable way. you gain more knowledge than before and build you to be a more mature individual. in the process, as well you will find more people come and go in your life and you will start appreciate people who are really mean to you and who dont. hence, in life, people come and go but memories will stay. hope every moment that we made today take an important part in our memories.
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Thursday, June 9, 2011
FAMILY
now i just realize that when life hit you hard downwards, family is the one who will stand by your side by giving you courage and power to deal with the problem . either friends or lover will move one step backwards. and this seems to happen in people's life. not being pessimistic on relationship with outsider but people change when condition change. problem can give you experience and knowledge of who you can trust and hold on when you are suffering. family will encourage you with all your choice without complaining of your "drama queen" behavior and attitude. they keep on giving you strength and motivation until you can pass the difficult chapter of your life.
okay , there are some FRIENDS that you can depend on but the question is HOW LONG? people get bored easily and so do them. firstly, they with their enthusiastic asking what happen to you then awhile after that when you keep repeating the same story, they will get bored and start to leave you alone with those problem.
BUT ...
family, they are your source of courage when you feel sad even in you happy time you forget about FAMILY but at least when you realize you need someone , family member will take the first place to come and help you.
some people argue, i have a nice and loyal best friend that would like to hear the problem. but don't you forget that they have their own and they cant care enough for you. lets say they care when they are in front of you but when you disappear from their sight, they will be more focus on theirs. but family will think and care of you EVERY TIME even when you didn't really want to find them in your lowest point.
FAMILY become the most important parts in my life since i find out that friends , best friends and lovers have chance to betray you and let you experience sweet memories in the beginning but hurts in the end.
hence, every moment spent with your family really count and appreciate for those who still have it in your life because REGRET ALWAYS COME LATE.
okay , there are some FRIENDS that you can depend on but the question is HOW LONG? people get bored easily and so do them. firstly, they with their enthusiastic asking what happen to you then awhile after that when you keep repeating the same story, they will get bored and start to leave you alone with those problem.
BUT ...
family, they are your source of courage when you feel sad even in you happy time you forget about FAMILY but at least when you realize you need someone , family member will take the first place to come and help you.
some people argue, i have a nice and loyal best friend that would like to hear the problem. but don't you forget that they have their own and they cant care enough for you. lets say they care when they are in front of you but when you disappear from their sight, they will be more focus on theirs. but family will think and care of you EVERY TIME even when you didn't really want to find them in your lowest point.
FAMILY become the most important parts in my life since i find out that friends , best friends and lovers have chance to betray you and let you experience sweet memories in the beginning but hurts in the end.
hence, every moment spent with your family really count and appreciate for those who still have it in your life because REGRET ALWAYS COME LATE.
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